it's different this time
she was gazing back at him
he thought he's high or hallucinating
couldn't believe it when she started smiling
he walked towards her with shaky knees and trembling hands
never thought for a sec that he stands a chance
and even though he wouldn't even dream if becoming just friends
he wanted something more this time .. wanted to share a life dance
all that in his mind while his standing right there ..
poker face ,gazing eyes . face to face staring at her
i should say something ."hey" as he notices her brown golden hair
"hey" his heart skipped a beat as she responded ,this is too much for him to bare
for the first time he was being talked to
he absolutly had no clue of what to do
he started mumbling words while staring at his lace shoe
why is this happening ? he didn't have a clue
didn't wonder much ,kept on going ... if only he knew
insomnia was his friend that night as he stared at the ceiling
as cheesy as it is ,he couldn't help but think it is love what he's feeling
love from the first sight ??!! does all this have a meaning ??
he decided to stop thinking ,call it a night .. sleep at the melody of his heart beating .
the next couple of days were the same .
even better ,talks were longer ,deeper she just got sweeter and sweeter ,more than a sugar cane
he gradually felt better with more self esteem he gain
life seemed so sweet ,no place for any pain
his friends tried to talk him out of it ,"for her it's only a game"
but she was the one .. she was his dame
like a middle of the dessert rain
he knew he was being lame ,but he had no shame
he was obsessed ,captured ,in his sleep he calls her name .
so far it was one sided though
he made sure "tried" to hide his feelings and never show
it was hard ,as with every min with her ,his feelings grow
his everyday wish was that she'll never know
weeks went by it's been like flying without wings
they talk now abut everything
share anything
do whatever .. always ends up fun as long as they do it together
it started to seem like a two sided thing now
they never said though ,, at least never out loud
he thought abut it a lot ,he wanted to say it , just didn't know how
how do you tell someone that your entire life now revolves around her ?
words can't describe how much he did care
but he decided to do it anyway .. tomorrow is the day his love will declare
at that moment his phone made the text tone
read a message that stuck a knife to his bone
"you're the best friend ,best brother i've ever known
i'm getting engaged next week ,i just want to make sure you know i'm greatfull for all the care you've shown
i'm sorry you saw me as a rose while i was really a throne
a part of my heart will be always yours to own"
