the story "in short"

it's different this time 

she was gazing back at him 

he thought he's high or hallucinating  

couldn't believe it when she started smiling 

he walked towards her with shaky knees and trembling hands 

never thought for a sec that he stands a chance 

and even though he wouldn't even dream if becoming just friends 

he wanted something more this time .. wanted to share a life dance 

all that in his mind while his standing right there .. 

poker face ,gazing eyes . face to face staring at her 

i should say something ."hey" as he notices her brown golden hair 

"hey" his heart skipped a beat as she responded ,this is too much for him to bare 

for the first time he was being talked to 

he absolutly had no clue of what to do 

he started mumbling words while staring at his lace shoe 

why is this happening ? he didn't have a clue 

didn't wonder much ,kept on going ... if only he knew 

insomnia was his friend that night as he stared at the ceiling 

as cheesy as it is ,he couldn't help but think it is love what he's feeling 

love from the first sight ??!! does all this have a meaning ??

he decided to stop thinking ,call it a night .. sleep at the melody of his heart beating . 

the next couple of days were the same . 

even better ,talks were longer ,deeper she just got sweeter and sweeter ,more than a sugar cane 

he gradually felt better with more self esteem he gain 

life seemed so sweet ,no place for any pain

his friends tried to talk him out of it ,"for her it's only a game"

but she was the one .. she was his dame 

like a middle of the dessert rain 

he knew he was being lame ,but he had no shame 

he was obsessed ,captured ,in his sleep he calls her name . 

so far it was one sided though 

he made sure "tried" to hide his feelings and never show 

it was hard ,as with every min with her ,his feelings grow 

his everyday wish was that she'll never know 

weeks went by it's been like flying without wings

they talk now abut everything 

share anything 

do whatever .. always ends up fun as long as they do it together 

it started to seem like a two sided thing now 

they never said though ,, at least never out loud

he thought abut it a lot ,he wanted to say it , just didn't know how 

how do you tell someone that your entire life now revolves around her ?

words can't describe how much he did care 

but he decided to do it anyway .. tomorrow is the day his love will declare 

at that moment his phone made the text tone  

read a message that stuck a knife to his bone

"you're the best friend ,best brother i've ever known

i'm getting engaged next week ,i just want to make sure you know i'm greatfull for all the care you've shown

i'm sorry you saw me as a rose while i was really a throne 

a part of my heart will be always yours to own"