empty chapter ....

• it feels so bad when you wake up on your bed

• the feeling of being alive & yet feeling so dead

• it feels so heavy you cant even lift your head

• its hard to get up , stand up .... simply cause your fed up

• you look around and it feels like everything in life is just a set up

• a lying corpse in the dark waiting for the glimse of light

• the bright dawn that can end the night

• the final battle that can end the fight

• but here's a fact ... sight

• i no longer have a hand that reach out for me when im down

• i no longer have a shoulder that i can actualy lean upon

• i no longer have someone that i can truely rely on

• i no longer have a rock that i hang to before i drown

• i no longer can stand waiting for something that is gone

• i no longer can feel my feelings , when all your feelings are .... none

• i no longer have the time to regret all what has been and done

• but it took me a while to realise all that

• that no one is coming , nathing is coming back

• so its abut time to give life onother chance

• this time though im gonna use my common sense

• and no more this " all for one and one for all " crap

• more like " one for one , and no one else but one " crap

• yup , im abut to do the " one hand " clap 
•  im abut to do the " one finger " snap

• guess what im trying to say is " life goes on "

• and this time im ready to face it all alone

• with no one around , not even a home

• this chapter has ended

• a new one begin

• im just sorry for having five empty pages in between ................