Tuesday, 1 November 2011

Maturity .. and others .. ay kalam 9


Maturity ..... What is maturity ??!!
Is it changing our real identity ??!!
To cope with a world full of so much cruelty ??!!
To laugh less,smile less ,put on a poker face for eternity ??!!

Or maybe it's how we dress ??!! 
A formal shirt ,tie and shoes ,nothing less ??!!
Or maybe dealing with life with so much stress ??!! 
Or wishing -everyday- for childhood to come back ,yes ??!!

How come it's so hard ? To realize this is so retard ??!!

I can laugh ,joke ,be sarcastic .And still work so hard . 
I can wear whatever i want without acting like Homer Simpson nor Bart . 

Can't I be your shining clown ?? Make you laugh when you are down ??
Being there when you feel so lone ?? Without being shoved into the friend's zone ??

But, too bad . This ain't the fact . 
To get approved ? Pull out an act . 
Fake a formal smile like a dangling balls sack . 
Politics this , economics that . 
Serious topics , talks and crap . 
Conversations in which all the fun lack . 
delightful in  my face .. stab me in the back . 
Ain't being hypocrite , just being mature , said the fag . 

And for the friend's zone ??!! That's a piece of cake . 
Be a jerk . She'll be all yours to take . 
Lie , cheat , even beat her up ... She might reward you with an ass shake . 

Or just say couple of nice words you don't really mean . 
Wait a couple of weeks , then shove the (L) word in a romantic scene . 
She'll be yours forever . Stupidity at its best ,like I've never before seen . 

Or get in an elegant expensive tux. 
You'll be categorized as a man by a fox . 
Make a move or two ,along with lies of a soon coming little box . 
she'll be attached to you more than J.D to cox . 

But for some reason ,I Can't do that . SHAME . 

And i'd love to say that i'll stay the same . 
And that growing up doesn't mean i'm gonna change my lane . 
But we all know that's just bullshit and lame . 
I might keep on fighting but all in vain . 
Cause i'd die for approval ,Like you all . I'm just the same 

Life is killing me . My heart is not beating 
Just shaking . essential requirement for surviving . 

another dead suit walking ....... . 

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