The Ugly Truth

I tried to write something ... i couldn't -.- .... yaaay , i'm awesome -_- ...





bs keda D: . 

Smile ... Just smile ..

smile ... just smile 

when it feels like the world is all against you 

when you feel so lost , feel like you have no clue 

smile ... just smile 

when you feel there's a mountain pressing against your chest 

when you keep on failing , even though you keep on doing your best 

smile ... just smile 

when you fall , get up .. fall again .. then deeper fall 

when you feel so sick of not only one , but all 

smile just smile 

when you hit rock bottom so hard that you bounce twice 

find yourself drown in a deep hole full of shit and lies 

smile ... just smile 

when you feel you're breathing .. your heart is beating 

but you know for sure .. you ain't really living 

smile .. just smile 

when you look around and all you see is you 

when you look at family and friends but all you see is .. who ?? 

smile ... just smile 

when your faith in love and trust is lost 

betrayal and hatred are what you see the most 

smile .. just smile 

when you keep on doing the right thing .. again and again .. over and again 

and all you get is absolutely nothing in return

smile ... just smile 

when you're in love , but it's in vain 

when its  tough , just full of pain  

smile .. just smile 

keep on smiling till the end and you'll be fine 

keep on smiling , easy to fake it , just smile 

i know it hurts , like runing a thousand mile 

but it's a must .. you have to .. smile ... just smile 

when you can't smile no more ?.. nathing to live for ?

dead within ?, with no hope for sure ?

ask people to smile .. you might save them 

so smile ... just smile :)  

Depression

Depression ...


When you think abut it you realize it's actually weird ...

Is it bad .... ??
Is it good ... ??
Do we like it ??
Hate it ... ??
Like to hate it ??

I have no clue really ... But I know this ..
I - for one - can't leave without one ...

Looking at the matter closer ... I DO think no one can leave without it ...

Give it a thought ...

Which movies get the most rewards and peoples appreciations?? ... yup .. sad endings movies .

When is a relationship considered boring or dull ??... when there are absolutely no fights nor arguments how so ever .

Who's the one and only most awesome TV character ever ?? ... yup .. house

The MOST sign of love , the most romantic "scene" ever that could ever happen between two lovers is when one of them sacrifices his\her life for the other one to live ...

like seriously ?? .. how abut one of them took to risk and saved the other one while staying alive too ?? .. not good enough ?? :O ....

NO ... one HAS to die :) .. or both ..


I mean c'moon ... we come out to this world and the first thing we do is cry ...

Let's talk abut music for a while ... yes true , some romantic songs can be touchy ..
But it's ALWAYS the sad songs that makes us feel it more .. for god's sake some even cry while listening to sad music ..

It's like ... if we play a sad song world wide ... you'll get a universal "hey .. i can relate to that"
trust me in this one "Admin of a music page with 25k fans in facebook (A)"



OK enough with the "generally speaking" thing ...

Here's what I really wanted to say in the first place ...

I now confess that i can't live without depression ... mostly not for the reasons above ... I'm not really sure actually .

But i guess maybe cause of the fact that even thought it's "depression" yet it is still some sorta feelings after all ... I'd take that .. better than nothing you know ..

1st i used to hate it .. but now ?? now i can't imagine living without it ..
My Favorite song is soledad ..
Favorite movie is Sin city
Favorite quotes are all abut sadness & misery
I have 6 black t-shirts .. 3 black shirts
When ever someone tries to get close to me , i immediately , spontaneously run away ..

Bottom of line is ...

ladies and gentlemen

I here pronounce to you all ... that I am a  ... DEPRESSIONOHOLIC